Interview!

Just finished my interview for the MOE teaching award Yesterday. Although, i felt ok outside, i became pretty nervous when i went in and my mind was mostly a blank for what i prepared to say haha. But thank GOD that HE helped me to just be able to answer the questions and i think i did leave them with the impression that i do want to teach. Thank GOD for my dad as well for he gave me an article from the forum about how we should do away with streaming and it was the same question they asked me as well.

Anyway, regardless of what happens, i have just committed it all to GOD for i know HE has everything planned out and all i have to do is to want and Seek HIM first each day. Well back to marking my 3N English!

LORD OF ALL

That's the theme song for the G12 conference caused we sang it like 9 times through the whole week haha.. Anyway really thank GOD i went for all the sessions cause i was like totally blessed in every way and refreshed through all the teaching.


The biggest impact on me was the part where ppl came on stage to show how GOD transformed their lives. As i saw what they wrote and the familiar faces, I realised that's what this is all about. Transformation that comes from the heart! that is what GOD wants to do in our lives and the lives of the people around us! Even though it was the 2nd time i saw this, i was just tearing and crying throughout it all.

So, i'm going back to school with a refreshed spirit that even as GOD has transformed my life, i want my light to shine so that their lives will be transformed by JESUS as well!

oh oh oh oh oh oh....

Over the mountains and Under the sea!

Well, finally have some time and things to blog.. it's been quite awhile really. Just came back from a dive trip and kids camp back to back so pretty tired but one thing i really thank GOD for is that HE sustained me all the way and i did not fall sick and was able to get sufficient rest when i came back.


Had a good time diving, i did enjoy myself and hope to do it again. However, it is pretty expensive so i'll prob be taking it slow. not really passionate about it but an additional activity that one can do with friends. The amazing thing is i met shi jun while at tioman, we actually stayed in the same resort! enjoyed being at sea as well, while in between dives, i saw a rainbow in the water from the boat was moving and it just caused me to reflect on GOD's promise HE made so long ago the covenant to never flood the earth again. And it just reassured me that HE will always keep HIS promises to us!


After that, i immediately went for the kids camp the next morning. Some of the children were pretty tough to handle but i thank GOD that HE helped me see the other side of them and to continue to love them while being able to be firm with them as well. Had a really good experience and was glad i was able to touch this kids lives:)

CNY '07

During this chinese new year, I just want to share about being contented and having a grateful heart, i've just read a book, letter and email and they all say the same thing so it's definitely not a coincidence:)

Well, as some of u know, i was supposed to drive to muar during CNY weekend with my family to visit my grandma. However, on the day b4 i was supposed to go, my tire punctured and i had to change a new one. Thank GOD a shop was nearby! Well so i told my parents and after my dad prayed and we discussed both me and my dad felt that it's best we not drive up cause we don't know if the car is in that good a condition and there wasn't GOD's peace about going.
At first, i was pretty upset cause i was all geared to go but i could just hear GOD's Voice asking me to trust HIM!

So i'm still in S'pore but i had a good time going out with my parents and at least i had time to finish all my work that i was supposed to do. And i want to be content in that the LORD has blessed me in every way throughout stressful times and happy times.

I felt that many times we say thank GOD when something good happens or when we're saved from a bad situation but sometimes that gratitude doesn't come all the way from our heart but just our lips, so let us always be mindful and truly thank HIM in good times and bad!

GOD Bless and Happy Chinese New Year !

CFS Reunion Dinner

Hello, its been a looong loong time since i've blogged.

Well, i'm just back from eating lots n lots of food at lim tua tow restaurant with my old central fire station Buddies! Good time to just catch up and now most of us have ord already, so we're working and some are waiting to continue their studies.

Been reading this book by max lucado and there's a chapter titled going deep. So i thought i would read the chapter and it talks about going deep in GOD's Love. What struck me the most is that HIS love is always there whether or not we do anything. When someone is blessed that doesn't mean GOD loves HIM more, and when we're going through a bad time, it doesn't mean GOD loves us any less. But HIS love is constant throughout. 'not because we first loved HIM but because HE first loved us'. And we are to dive deep into HIS love, just like if you were to dive into an ocean, you'll be surrounded by mostly water: to go so deep everyday that when we look up, left, right and down, all we see is HIS Love.

oh and jason, i'm glad to have you in my cell, really want to affirm and appreciate you for always turning up for cell and meeting up with me regularly. I know GOD has wonderful purposes for your life! Remember my challenge to u!

JUST DO IT!

Well, i'm back from my RL288 Retreat and it has indeed been a pretty fun weekend. Learned much about listening and surrendering in order to go deeper throughout the retreat. Then, Pastor Dough Lambert shared a msg on listening and Obeying GOD.

I realised that many times i have been fearful of just stepping out in faith or i would think that what GOD is saying to me is probably not from HIM. But the simple fact is, no matter wrong or right, if your heart is sincere and you obey, GOD will bring good out of it!

Further, was really touched when jason came and prayed for me after service and he prayed a prayer to encourage me in my teaching(which i get a bit stressed about). When i asked if GOD prompted him, he said yes. So Praise be to GOD!

So basically what i learned today is JUST DO IT! HEAR AND OBEY!

Healing

I have a colleague who sits next to me and his name is Roland. Well, yesterday he mentioned to me that he had pretty bad throat and was coughing. So i asked if i could pray for him(i don't think he's a Christian but he has prob been to Church before) and he said alright.

So i just said a very short prayer and asked GOD to heal him. I did not think very much about it but less than 5 mins later, he came back and told me that his cough was gone! HALLELUJAH! I told him to just thank GOD and i myself am thankful that GOD has used me in such a way.

Hopefully, i can ask him to Church soon!

Victorious living

Really felt that the message yesterday during service spoke to my heart.
Although i'm quite sure Ps melvyn has preached this message and i've heard his points 'countless' times before, there was just a big reminder about the two points and a deeper understanding.

To lead a victorious life we need:
1. Sonship- to remember that GOD loves us unconditionally, which means not whether we fail or succeed, GOD still loves us. for it's not who we are are what we do but What HE's done and Who HE is.

2. Surrender- every area of our lives to GOD, which is easier said then done. And only by the HOLY SPIRIT are we able to die to ourselves each day.

To be stressed or not to be, that is the question

Well, i've just finished a week of teaching and actually the time does past pretty fast. But that's not the point. The point is that at the start i was really stressed being in a new environment and all and because i wanted to give a good impression.

Yet, during midweek, i realised that i should not be so stressed but just give it to GOD. Now that doesn't mean i don't work hard but it just means i have NOTHING to WORRY about no matter the circumstances. It's very easy to say, 'hey trust GOD and everything is all right' but do we really live it out? It's not that easy after all.

We prefer to hold on to the belief that some things GOD won't get right and only by our own strength we can make a difference. But it's simply not true because when i gave it to GOD and stopped being stressed out and worried, my day went by much easier and i was definitely more relaxed.

i hope i always remember and do my best to give all my worries to him not just by paying lip service but by word and action. For it's not by my strength but HIS!

Monday

i think that sometimes students are not the only one that dread school. teachers do feel the same way at times. lol

Anyway, after a really long and exhausting day(to me), really able to emphatise how yong howe and shirley feel after they had a long long long day and still have to prepare for cell. I know that they'll be tired but now i truly understand how tired they feel.

oh well, better get back to marking papers...

Relief Teaching

I'm relieved to be teaching. Really thank GOD to have been able to find a 'permanent' relief teaching job. So i'll be teaching english at henderson secondary for 1/2 a year. Don't really know if i'm fully up for it but i'm just gonna give my best and trust GOD for the rest!

'HE gives us far more we can ever ask for or imagine.'
Really felt that was what GOD's been trying to tell me today that no matter what we ask or our own plans, HE's already preparing something bigger and better and all we have to do is trust HIM all the way!

It's really amazing because before i went to sleep last night, i felt prompted by GOD to live my handphone on. As i always turned off my phone when i sleep, i really thank HIM that i left it on because Henderson called me at 0745. so PRAISE BE TO GOD!

Budak Pantai!!!

Finally got to watch my most favourite a cappella group life at esplanade last night! The performance was really good. They had good voice range with the tenor singing bass and even the bass could reach quite a few high notes. What i enjoyed most was their jokes and how they could take a song and change it to something funny. It's their creative in music that inspires and after watching them sing, i definitely want to join choir again!:)

Merry Christmas!

It's Christmas again..time of giving and sharing but most importantly a time of love..for family, friends and the greatest lover of all, our LORD JESUS CHRIST! May HIS love fill ur homes and family and that u will all have a time of knowing HIS LOVE!
Well, i'm off for my family dinner now, hopefully all of you are spending time with your family as well. Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

GOD's Grace

Whew..had a long day at work today, was telling my friend that at work either one is very free or one is very busy but never in between.
Had to send some notes to photocopy today and i passed it to the lady at the shop and after explaining what i wanted left at about 2pm. Later on, before i left for home, i realised that i made a mistake about what i wanted photocopied and prayed that it was not too late. I reached the shop at 6pm..and Praise be to GOD, the lady hadn't started photocopying yet and she actually said it must be GOD that made me come back to clarify. Indeed GOD is good all the time!

It's all about love

Was listening to some old chinese love songs last night and one of those songs was about how the guy had nothing left and was probably gonna die soon but yet his girl still stayed with him all the way, willing to walk with him until the end. Thought that it was probably the most touching to see when either the guy or girl knowing his/her partner has nothing to offer them, does not walk away but willing to go all the way till the end. Indeed it is true love.
Then i realised that's just a fraction of what JESUS love for us when he died for us at the cross, for we had nothing to offer HIM and yet HE willingly bore our shame and sins out of love and compassion. For not that we first loved HIM but that HE first Loved us. Thank YOU JESUS!

MOL

Just finished watching the magic of love today. Even though i've watched it many times, it still tugs at my heart and reminds me so much of GOD's love and that at the end of the day love is what matters most. Praise GOD that many people came and the place was pretty packed! As pastor shared his family's testimony, it reminded me once again to share my own and how sometimes i can explain about Christianity all i want but some people will still feel like it is just another religion.
But when we testify of our lives, we show a GOD who's Real and loves us so much!
Another thing i realised from talking to my friend is that we truly are educated beyond our intelligence, how everything must be debated upon. Too much knowledge alone is not a good thing either, for your head blocks what your heart yearns for, which is love that only JESUS alone can give.

Thanks Howe n Shirley

my good friend lucas went for his knee op today, thank GOD everything went well he's now safetly home resting:) and don't worry howe ur car's in good shape, didn't scratch anything by GOD's grace haha.
I've had a good time of catching up with my ex-cell leader raynard and asking him his reasons for leaving FC and what he's learnt. Believe what i took back was that one of the most important things as a Christian is ur own personal devotion with GOD. Sometimes, in the way our Church is run we can get so involved in the many activities but forget about our personal time with HIM. Gained a new appreciation to be under howe, these past 3yrs cause he always encourages time with HIM more than just rushing into activities done at Church. Do feel that its these 3 yrs in which i've grown the most. thanks howe and shirley!

Visions and Dreams

Had cell with my guys today and i felt that it was a good time of just praying and encouraging them to just speak out with any words that they felt the HOLY SPIRIT had placed in their hearts. Even though there were only 3 of us, i could feel the presence of GOD with us..the msg that Pastor Khong shared today was really meaningful because many times when we have cell or fellowship, we focus very much on the Word and teaching which is not wrong, but we might have neglected moving in the SPIRIT and letting HIM speak through us, be it Prophecy, Words of wisdom or Word of Knowledge that edifies the cell. Doing so really helps us grow spiritually and allows GOD to speak directly to the HEART which truly transforms a person from the inside out!

The gingerbread man

Went to watch a children's musical called the gingerbread man done by the little company..was an interesting experience cause i've never been to one. Although its for the kids, there were some parts only adults would understand and slight sexual innuendo. I felt a bit sad at that cause at such a young age, although the children might not understand, it could stay in their minds and when they grow up they will feel such is acceptable behaviour.. all this just reflects the state of our society and its views. I also happened to walk thru clarke quay for the first time on a sat night and saw so many young people out for a good night of partying and self-gratification and with news of the IR and Casino that is coming soon, i felt that as Christians sometimes we have been too protected and turned a blind eye to what is happening in our nation. i, for one have also been guilty..it's time we truly rise up, pray for our Nation and do something about it!

Faith to Heal II

Well, remember i was sharing about faith and how faith is relational? Sometimes when we pray does it seem we are like twisting GOD's Arm? Our intentions may be good but nevertheless we are pursuing our agenda over HIS..We need to come before HIM and say LORD U want to heal because YOU love each and everyone of us so much and its HIS personality to heal us..

Faith is also Real and resolute...there is the need to believe and then recieve...we must believe GOD that it can be done and WILL be done...We cannot allow what we see or Feel to shake our faith.To be resolute is to not give up but no matter how long it takes to just believe that GOD CAN and WILL Heal you..Would it not be better to believe and die not receiving healing than go through life with unbelief and doubt?