21 ALREADY.....and i don't feel a thing

It's been about a month since I've blogged again...so much has happened since then, don't even know where to start. My life has been slowly taken over by Arts Club and its endless meetings and projects but i thank GOD that so far for helping me through that i still have time for everything and my tests so far have been doing well.

Really never expected to be the president, its so amazing and miraculous, just praying I do a good job of holding everyone together, that we do make an impact on the arts community as well as nus.

AND my 21st bday just passed by, didn't do much just ate chicken rice with a few frens but it was a great time to see my og mates again. Thanks Sze Hwei, Jiayi and Hwee guang for the treat! and Jing and the rest of steamboat for the monopoly set. You guys are great! don't really feel anything, it's like just any other day and I don't feel like I've reached any milestone either but perhaps its just a certain stage where one's age doesn't matter le..but still thanks for to all who made it memorable and for coming by to wish me happy bday!:)

28th MC

I'm now part of the 28th MC of arts club. Seems like a major milestone, already feeling a bit stressed over all the stuff that is coming up and that i have to do. Honestly wonder if i can balance everything all right.
But one thing i do know is that this actually forced me to come back to GOD again and tell HIM that i really can't do it on my own strength and i realised how much i really need HIM in my life. Truly thank GOD for his mercy and grace all this years.
GOD see me thru!

It's the night before school starts again. So funny to be starting school after almost 2.5 years of not studying and mugging for exams. Kinda excited to start studying but the same time knowing that once exam comes round, i think it'll be pretty sian again...

Well, i'm glad that i've managed to renew and refresh my walk with GOD over this holiday season. I hope that even as school starts and all the events and assignments start coming in, won't neglect who and what is truly important in my life. I realised that in uni, it's very easy to be pressured to do stuff that you wouldn't normally want to do and i understand better how people can really backslide in university.

I guess the most important thing is to hide GOD's Word in my heart that i will always walk in HIS ways and choose to obey HIM always. Thank you LORD for your grace and love:)

Induction!

Had a good time during the induction talks today. The principal of northlight was there and she shared about how the school changed and how pupils run to school and walk home instead of the other way around.
Was really inspiring because i remember again why i chose to sign on for teaching. It's because i want to help kids especially those in the Normal streams who think people don't care, that teachers only scold and that are good for nothing. But that's not true, we all contribute in different ways and the most important is the heart and attitude that you carry out when you do anything be it teaching or studying.
I pray and hope I add value to my students in the future. From 2 dollars to 10.

Going to be starting NUS soon. Feels that i can be so involved in everything but i truly pray that i will not lose my focus on what's important. Such as doing QT...
So many things to plan for and prepare but i guess i'm still feeling excited about starting school again after my 2 yrs of NS. Which will probably disappear once i have to start preparing for exams again in less than 5 months. Ah well, i'm glad i got to know more people during the arts camp as well as campus crusade camp. At least i'll know more people which is a good thing for projects and lectures.
Well, just have to go and commit all in GOD's HANDS:) join o week!

All for Love

All for Love
a Father gave
Abba Father have your way
All for Love
the heavens cried
for Love was crucified

Oh, how many times
have i broken your heart
still you forgive
if only i asked

Oh, how many times
have i heard you pray
draw near to me

Everything i need
is you
my beginning my forever
Everything i need is you
Is you LORD.

It's been a month since i've blogged le:) well it was a really busy time going from one camp to another as well as flying to hongkong to shop. Flying to japan this thursday as well so as you can see i'm pretty busy this month.

I think that despite all the 'busy-ness', i thank GOD that for being able to connect with new people as well as spend time with my sister in hongkong. And although camps are really tiring, each time you go for one, you get to learn new things and as well as able to interact with different groups of people. I am glad i went for the cluster camp as well because while the message is simple, it was basically our significance is found in CHRIST and the real superstar is JESUS, it was a good reminder and there was one part in which Pastor shared that made me have a new understanding. He said, why do we look for man's approval when man is imperfect when we have a PERFECT GOD who ALREADY approves of us?!

Heart of Gratitude

Really glad i chose to go for the jackie pulliger conference today! It was a good time of really seeing the compassion for the poor and needy.
I believe the most important thing is to have a heart of gratitude when you serve, because JESUS has already given so much, whatever we do is nothing compared to what HE has done!
And to serve the poor is so simple, you don't have to worry about having enough money or being able to do many things, just DO WHAT YOU CAN. Such a simple principle to live by.